apologies in advance

I wish there was a place you could call and bitch when you're in the middle of a huge pity party for yourself. No one really wants to hear it, nor do you really want to burden your friends with such nonsense, but sometimes it just feels better after you unload it. I think it's FML but I want someone on other end saying "wow, that totally sucks you x, y, z" and then I hang up and get on with things. Today, that is this post. My apologies. I'll follow up with a Ben pic. It will make us all feel better.